Hair product fail!!

Hi guys :)
uhh im sooo mad/sad right now lol
So last week i bought a bottle of the very expensive Biosilk.
I got to use it once and i stupidly never closed it all the way :(
just a few mins ago i went to use some and found it tipped over with the full thing wasted all over my nightstand and and absorbed by my nightstand table cloth and my Sims 3 Cd case insert :( uhhhh im sooo sad, the one time i used it i loved it and now i have no extra money to replace it ..BOOO

Also i have decided to stop flat ironing my hair:) my hair is/was naturally verrry curly, and i mean curly little frizzy sprial curls!!
I hated it so i flat ironed my just about every day for years. I would leave it curly sometime when i had the right products to make my curls more defined and not frizzy but most of the time it was just a big frizzy mess and too hard to manage, which is why i liked it straight better.

After i had my son my hair just randomly went straight :O
im serious! i just washed my hair one night and when it dried it was completly straight!! i was realllly happy actually lol
i thought it was the new shampoo i used (it was called straight styles something or other) however after washing my hair numerous times after with different shampoo (even curl defining ones) I have come to realize my hair lost its curl because its FRIED!!

As first i didn't care i just figured its just as well, i like it straight better anyway but after a few months i'm really starting to miss my curl :(
i'm finding every time i go out now i'm wanting to curl my hair instead of flat ironing it. But that is frying my hair even more and i figure if i ever want my natural curl back than i have to stop with the heat styles now before all the new root growth gets just a damaged as the rest of it..

so my new thing now is after i wash my hair i put it up in either a big tightly twisted bun or a bunch of little buns and let it dry over night, that way when i wakeup the next day i have either big curls or little curls with out any heat:)

My problem now? I have to use some kind of serum to keep my hair from getting frizzy and guess what? I wasted it all :( boooo

Checking in :)

hello again lovelys
I just wanted to check in with you guys and say hi before I get ready to go out :)
Im getting ready to go over to a friends house and i decided to show you guys my makeup look :)




As a base i used Nyx jumbo pencil in white on the inner corner of my lid to the middle of my lid the for the rest of the lid i used Nyx jumbo pencil in french fries
Next, i wet my brush and applyed Guilt by association all over the lid and then blended it up past the crease a little
Next i used Nyx jumbo pencil again on my water line then a little bit of back eyeliner lightly applied on my lash line
then to darken up the outer V I Blended in a little black shadow
Next i used a little of MAC white pigment on my tear duct area and finished off with some ardell false lashes and Cover girl Lash blast mascara :D

I hope i explained that properly haha i'v never written down a tutorial before :P



Anyways lovleys have a great friday night :D
xox


Disclaimer : all products mentioned were perchased with my own money and i have no affilaition with any of the companys/brands mentioned

Update ♥

hi again everyone :)
So i havn't written you guys since the holidays but hopfully you have seen my last video and you know and understand why. If you havn't seen it, its posted right below this post so you can go watch that if you want :)

But anyway my son is almost finished teething (for now anyway lol) but now we are working on walking :D he is able to take a few steps unassisted but soon as he realize's that he's not holding on to anything he sits down. haha little bugger .. he can do it he is just nervous too !

His 1st birthday is coming up soon as well ♥

originally i wanted a small gathering of my close friends and family but then once i went through the list i had to "add one more, then opps if i invite this one then i have to invite this one" and i ended up with like 50 people !! not what i wanted at all.

But after i thought about it i decided to go back to the original plan of having a small party.

I feel a little bad about it just because i know some other mothers who go all out for the kids birthdays and thats great if you have the money and for all that but honestly i don't . If i were to have a big party i would have to rent a venue and provide entertainment for the kiddies, food etc. ,etc. and i really cannot afford all that right now i'm a Stay at home mom and were just getting by. With just a small party i can have my close friends over and we can chat while the kids play together maybe play a game or two and then eat cake and open presents :)

I like the sound of a small get together a lot better , it sounds more ..cozy to me :)

humm i guess thats all for now .. i havn't boughten any new makeup in forever :(

sad i know haha but i can't afford it yet :P

We spent alot on Christmas and now with Noahs birthday coming up any extra money is going towards him and catching up on bills :)

Anyways lovelys have a great day/night :D xox

Hi Guys :D